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Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
[21st june]
Dental checkup. 7 cavities! OMG but very small ones..but i dun wanna talk about it..quite painful coz they was drilling and whooping cost of 300 bucks. Study and gym.
[22nd - 23rd june]
Industrial attachment at my uncle's clinic. I was pretty nervous coz i dunno his staff at first..but then when i first reached there..my uncle was already tending to a patient and i was asked to enter the examination room to observe ultrasound scans. It was pretty cool coz i learnt so much more about gynaecology and ultrasound scans. Latest machines and contraceptive methods. His staff were very friendly too. Most pregnant women went there for checkups but there are some with problems too..not gonna elaborate on that though...being a doctor is tough..realised that my uncle and his staff do not eat lunch and they are used to it..workaholics...gosh being doctors..makes me wonder whether i should be a doctor or teacher but i guess i shouldnt think about that now..i should just focus on working hard and achieving fantastic grades for the As. But my uncle did say medicine would be a better choice..but the final choice is still up to me. If i do get a scholarship..i most probably would go UK to study medicine..see how i guess.
[24th june]
Study and gym. Had dinner with my dad at anchorage. Went to queensway to buy training goves finally..15 bucks...but they are good..and they look cool too..tried them out and they are great.
[25th june]
29th Queenstown CC chess competition. Made new friends from ACSi. Augustine Tang and Gabriel. Tough competition coz it was a mix of age groups and gender...and those brainy kids who are like under 10 or 12 have participated in chess camps before..omg i cant believe there is such thing as chess camps...wonder what they do there...talk about chess? Ok anyway i saw this family whose bro and sis are competing..both under 10 i think...he was my first competitor..well lets just say that his has done quite a lot of preparations..his parents gave him chicken essence..got massage..eye exercise..and the dad took out a video cam to take a video of him playing chess...it was quite annoying coz he asked for a friendly match..so i purposely let him win to get him overconfident...and it workeD! Coz when we played the real match...i thrashed him...second opponent was a quiet guy..quite good but beaten him...third one was a pro adult! Loss. 4th one was a kid but i made a careless mistake. 5th and 6th were both girls...may be girls but i didnt show any mercy..so won both...last was with Gabriel! So we decided on a draw and split the cash money...hahahaha it was awesome overall. CCA records yeah!
[26th June]
OMG SCHOOL IS HERE! First day of school when everyone was laughing at each other's hairstyle and new bags and eric bought this super light blue adidas bag that apparently makes him look cute according to the girls in his class...and i cut my hair really really short...makes me look like an ex con. Everyone was present in my class...amazing. Usually its quite a number who is absent. Saw her too...she looks better than before..shall elaborate later. Anyway we were given free apples for no good reason..maybe the school is too rich or the school cannot find of a better way to dispose their rotten apples from fuji...hahaha..
I enjoyed my first chapel for real this time! Coz the singer was awesome..2SD4 bio teacher...she rawked the song man.. really appreciated the songs for once...the thanking as usual..and the speech made by one of the members of staff was very inspiring as it talked about ppl thinking about they being nobodys and how they can overcome this feeling..very applicable in my life.
Lessons were as usual. I love my new math S teacher..he rawkz even though i dunno his name...very smart and funny..haha he is as good as mrs yeo. Cant believe probabilty and discrete random variables can be that tough.
[27th June]
Second day of school..Super long day!! Almost died coz i had 8 periods in a row without any break in between...crazy..i received 9 stackes of bio prelims today...nice huh..Nth much..just boring lessons.
[28th June]
Well quite eventful. Ms michelle tang is a good genetics teacher but seems that ppl gave her feedback saying that she speaks too fast during plant lecture...but i guess she knows that coz she taught me during my bio S days. Oh and she got confused between Pfr and Pr phytochromes..and said 'basically' at least 15 times. But i respect her as a teacher coz she does research and reads up on bio journals..many teachers dun do that...she keeps herself updated and she is really good in bio..she deserves repect for that.
Econs wasnt so demoralising today. Coz i answered my essay correctly. PC talk was boring. Cant wait for SYF coz had SYF briefing today..and its CIP! And we are dropped off at tanjong rhu...had lunch and when i was buying chicken rice..i wanted to ask eric whether he going for chess but i believe my exact words were' eric u going for brian?' Then eric got all hysterical and started laughing like crazy..i couldnt believe what i said and i was laughing too...and we told everyone at the table and we laughed like crazy..then eric said i thought of brian too much and i was like EEEE!!! Hahaha crazy.
Simultaneous chess is tough. Daidee was fun. I saw Joel and the juggler guy showcasing their yoyo tricks! Superb! Makes me wanna play the yoyo again..really cool.
Yup finally caught up with my updates.
Just wanna say that i am not as obsessed as i was before...i just have to continuously psycho myself and put myself down in order to get my mind off her...but it seems that it is hard to steer away from reality...i am trying to erase my mind off her and just wanna remain as friends..but my stupid hormones are thwarting my plans...can sense that she is still tired and really needs help but she has a strong will...well all i can do is continue to offer my help..whether she wants it or not...and force myself to think of her as a friend.
Danver u have no chance..come on face up to reality..prelims and As are coming..whats there to think about her..you are not worthy...it would be an insult to her..what would her friends think...i just want her to be happy..whoever she is with. Haha lame..make myself sound noble only...stupid..
SYF is coming..TK shall prevail and she shall bask in eternal glory. Long live TK Band and the TK spirit!
I really miss paula. Wonder how she is doing now..wonder whether i would meet her during SYF...
InD!gO plunged into darkness 3:14 AM
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