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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Holidays are coming !!! But my holidays are not considered holidays coz most of the time i would be doing work..crap..tues to thurs i have to attend some first aid course..kinda sucks..but its a life time skill..some more i get to learn mouth to mouth..ahem ahem for a good cause..hahaha
There is some bio lesson on friday..throughout the week i have to do PW crap..sucks..argh...but i will definitely hang out with my friends no matter what..and i plan to this thur and fri !! Thur would be a gambling den outing to watch some movie and play pool..fri would be visiting our origins..Tanjong Katong Secondary Sch..but too bad AC is celebrating teachers day and ACES day on fri !!! ARGH i have to do the lame body combat workout while watching the gay instructor demonstrating the moves and flirting with guys !! I hope he doesnt call me out to demonstrate with him..that would seriously be damn gay..and i cant stand his finishing moves at the end of the workout..he kisses the audience !! OMG i bet he is not a proper guy with the proper equipment..ahem..haha
Anyway..Suhendra and Anthony are coming back this sept !!!! YAY can get to play tennis again with my indo buddies..and talk about anime and stuff..yup so its gonna be great seeing them again..and we can get to eat ramen again ! hahahaha looking forward to it..
Gonna go for vaccination tmr..for thyphoid and Hep A..bet some of the girls would be screaming..lol..just hope i dun become sick after the jabs..speaking of jabs..linhao is going thru hell now !!! MUAHAHAHA i know this is evil laughing at his demise but he deserves it..its retribution..karma...wateva dun wanna elaborate about linhao in my blog..that would be degrading my blog..urgh..( danver is sounding like marcus here but ppl..rest assured that i only do this to ppl i hate..and i am sure they will hate me in return..)
Gonna end here..maybe coz i have nth else to blog about..then y the heck am i still typing..argh..cyaZ..
P.S: I forgot to thank a few other bands..sorry about that..they are Sugarcult..Green Day and Evanescence..yup thx loads and maximum respect to u guys..
InD!gO plunged into darkness 6:43 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
I will like to emphasize the fact that the following bands rawkZ !!! They are Blink 182, Busted and N'sync. Probably wondering why this statement is so random..well i really wanna thank these bands coz their music are sensational, inspirational and motivating. Their songs are absolutely fantastic and they have provided me with loads of support.
Whenever i am down..or feeling stressed out..or plagued with fatigue and illnesses..they have always been there to cheer me up..to motivate me..to strive on and not give up... Most of their songs are fast and loud..which are my preferences btw..yup so i strongly recommend these bands to ppl who needs motivation in life and cheering up.
PW sucks ..i dun care i just love saying it k..just finished my second draft of Eom and i already have this sense of great accomplishment..coz it was such a tormenting experience..urgh..loads more to come..crap..but as usual i am not gonna give in...muahahahahaha..hic*
Tmr is a long day...haiii..need to write a GP essay too..but i have no worry..coz my favourite bands will be there to provide me with fast and thrilling music to brighten up my day and give me spirit. Counting on ya guys..no wonder i am a music enthusiast...gonna source for new fast music...
Peace out ppl..stay strong no matter what..cyaZ
InD!gO plunged into darkness 11:36 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
Ok guys this is an improvement to my blog..i think it looks much cooler than the previous one..currently making some more improvements to it..trying to get a tagboard and getting a link to my achives..but i have no idea how..so lets just see how things go yeah..The background image looks rather authentic..gives an eerie atmosphere..i like..actually i wanted a gothic background..but i think it would freak my readers out..so i scraped that idea...moonlight looks cool too..haha
Yesterday was really good..Woke up really early coz i needed to make my to the east as usual..but the plans are definitely not as usual..haha..i had to make my way to mathan's house to kickstart the long day i experienced yesterday..mathan's sis wedding. When i reached mathan's place..i made my way up to the 13th floor..only to see loads of indians and cameramen crowded together..when i finally saw mathan..he told me to wait downstairs for the bus..lol..met the rest downstairs and we took a long bus journey to a temple in the north..it was sri something..haha sorry..bad at remembering indian names..esp when they are so long and hard to pronounce...haha. BUT the bus journey was fun..Brian Anan Kenneth Jingyang and I played daidee, bridge and bluff and just chatted about stuff..it was really cool..and we got to see real life Australians !! From the groom's side..haha
The wedding ceremony was cool..the ceremony was held on the stage in a room and the rest were seated to witness the wedding..candles lit the entire place..full of colourful decorations and almost everyone was dressed in traditional costumes..Mathan's sis looked really pretty when she made her entrance...but the bridesmaids were hot too..hahaha..and we got to see the groom..religious practices were performed and after that..the guests made their way to the lobby downstairs to have a classic indian buffet..really scrumptious..
I had to make my way to the old concorde hotel to celebrate my uncle's bdae..another buffet !! OMG i ate too much yesterday..but the international buffet was great..fruit tarts..cocktails..singaporean delicacies such as curry chicken..prata..popiah..etc..the cakes and my uncle's cheesecake were absolutely fantastic..but i was felt really bloated..
After the lunch..i went home to get changed into my grad nite outfit !!! It was so cool wearing it again..i looked so smart and formal..like a real gentleman...even though i am really one deep down inside..hahahahaha yeah sure...anyway..i looked like the hotel's GM..like during grad nite..haha then i got the address for the wedding dinner wrong !! I told my gang it was at the old concorde but there was another hotel called holiday inn park view...there are 3 holiday inn hotels in singapore..great..luckily my dad was there to save the day coz he drove us to the correct destination..haha phew..
Wedding dinner was superb..nine course dinner..loads of speeches from dads and the groom himself..sanjay is a tennis player ! must play with him one of these days..hahaha..very high class dinner at a high class place..oh sth funny about yesterday..when the bride and groom popped open the champagne bottle..the cork flew to the chandelier..haha it was sooo funny..i thought the lights would go out or drop on a table or sth..lol..after dinner..we took photos with mathan and the newly weds..and we danced on the dancefloor !! TO OLD SONGS !!! OMG LOL ! And i got to drink free flow of alcohol..1 cup of red wine..0.5 cup white wine..mouthful of beer..lychee martini dessert !! luckily i didnt become drunk..
Thought i had a hangover today coz i felt horrible in the morning..not in the head but the stomach..lol..indigestion from eating too much yesterday..Long entry..time to go..till next time..cyaZ!
InD!gO plunged into darkness 11:02 PM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Haha that day was really great..10 August was the day i celebrated my bdae..And i was too lazy to update my blog till now..so i am going to go through that day's event in chronological order...hopefully i can remember...
Woke up around 10.45..haha i remember coz priya called me and we were supposed to meet up for a pool game in classic pool before meeting the gang at delifrance..so i went down to her place to give her a lift to parkway..and she gave me a gift but i will get to that later..haha ok then we played pool for an hour..i sucked for the first few games coz apparently in one of the games..i put the black ball in during my second turn..expected from the unpredictable danver..in subsequent games..i made so many fluke shots..like there was the shot when the ball was at the edge of the table..and i just whacked the white ball directly into it..and the ball ( not the cue ball ) flew up and landed into the hall..i was left astounded..priya too i think..extremely lucky..hahaha..pool simply rawkZ lah..super fun..
Linhao called me..which was urgh..and demanded to know where i was..i bet u he thought i was gonna ditch the rest and let him pay the full bill of the treat..Priya and I made our way to delifrance where we saw mathan brian zj kenneth jingyang linhao anan and janah ! Yup Janah is the surprise guest..and everyone was like wondering y i invited her..but she is my good friend..so i invited her..haha at least the gang know a bit more about yishun JC and she got to catch up with the gang..we settled down..and linhao and I treated the rest to a scrumptious meal of french delicacies..better appreciate the gesture ! hahaha but it was cool..when all of us sat down and chatted and joked..Mathan's joke about eating corn and saying he was eating kenneth..and spat that out..damn funny ..hahahaha..After eating..the gang left except for priya and janah and myself coz i was the slowest eater as usual..i think i am going to die in NS..hahaha but heck..i needed to wait for dehong..and when he came..priya left..and i treated him too..and finally janah ate a dessert..haha..We chatted a bit and dehong and I made our way to join the gang while janah went to yishun to see her friends..
Pool was superb ! Too bad priya wasnt there..i think she would have died of laughter...Started off a few rounds of normal pool games for a warm up..even though i had already warmed up..haha then..there was this pool game on the other table..linhao and mathan were partners..and linhao had his pool glove on !! He has a pool table at home and a pool glove..rich bugger trying to act pro..but it was his turn..and he had to put in the black ball to secure the victory..BUT before he made that shot..mathan told everyone to watch..zj took out his video cam and recorded the shot...and all of us were like giving him tremendous amounts of pressure..and when he finally made his shot..the white ball went in with the black ball !!! HAHAHA !! Anan and i were like rolling on the floor in laughter and everyone else was like hi^5 ..Even mathan cheered along even though he lost..and linhao was just standing at a corner sulking with the cue stick in his hand..lucky he didnt go berserk and start jabbing everyone..
After pool..we went down to macs..and i received my gift from the gang ! Its a malay english translation book..lol..very helpful for my sarawak trip..thx guys ! Kenneth then realised that he 'forgot' his bad upstairs..and we went up..
In the lift..chaos reigned..We started beating linhao up in the lift and brian was spraying perfume at him while jingyang recorded the brutal assault inflicted on linhao..the carnage..the horror..of linhao retaliating...haha lucky no one beat me up..everyone was too busy beating linhao up..But linhao was scary..he anticipated the assault and he unleashed his DOGGY wrath..and went berserk..so i think he beat us up more than we beat him up..but it was FUN ! Hahaha except for the part when i drank some of the perfume..bleaurgh...
After a long day of celebrations..i went home to open up my gifts..priya anan and janah gave my individual gifts..Priya gave me a glass chess set and a letter attached to it..The glass chess set is really really cool and i love it..and the letter reminds me of meridian days..put a bigger smile on my face..hahaha thx priya..really love the gift. Anan gave me a bear with indian cultural ornaments around it..its kinda gay but i like the gift nevertheless..and Janah gave me a card which was beautifully decorated..haha thx again guys..u guys really are the best of friends..
Next year..Zamir and zakir better come back..so that we can celebrate our bdaes together and maybe treat the gang marche or cartel...hahaha u wish !
Long entry..till next time..cyaZ
InD!gO plunged into darkness 11:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Ok i just realised that diandra is back from the US for a few weeks..haha but i dun think i will get to meet her anyway..not really that close to her..i have decided to go and see teresa off..maybe getting her a farewell gift too..depends..
Today is National Day..woke up at 1.30 pm !! I am just glad i didnt have nightmares about the lumpa lumpas yesterday nite...Read newspapers..and more newspapers..and past newspapers..and did newspaper cuttings..argh GP sux..PW sucks even more...
Currently watching the lame NDP celebrations..scarely out of nowhere some suicide bomber comes and blow up the padang...then there will be some action in Singapore..evil thoughts..
Tmr is gonna be fun i hope..but i have a strong feeling that tmr's plans will be screwed up..or linhao is gonna bastard the whole grp or sth like that..based on my instincts..tmr is gonna be a screwed up day...*shiver*...
Till tmr..cyaZ
InD!gO plunged into darkness 6:44 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
It has been a great day todae..really really great..totally unlike yesterday..haha
At first..when i woke up in the morning..it was raining cats and dogs..and i was like wth..dun feel like going to AC on a rainy day just to celebrate national day..but i have to..oh well..ok anyway..the performance was delayed till 0800 hrs..nth special about the celebrations..i see a lot of taufik, rui en and punk rockers wannabes...key word is wannabes...hahahahaha..ppl making boring long speeches..some crap dance and songs..oh and we sang hymns..and after that..brian arvin gale and i took a taxi back to the east..
We chatted a lot during the taxi ride..and when brian and i reached TK..we were soo excited to promote ACJC..hahaha but it was cool seeing our juniors and ex teachers..wasnt cool to see tan pui ling..i just dun click with her k..( mrs tan..i am sorry if u happen to read my blog ) And it was Mrs Chee's bdae todae !! Loads of ppl celebrated her bdae with her..and she seemed happy..it was cool...she is still one of the favourite teachers in TK..and she will always remain as one.
After TK..brian and i went to seng siong..to buy coke and snacks..then we ate at lion city KFC..and zj called me to play pool with anan and tjc ppl..i didnt mind coz badminton was at 3 and pool started at 1..haha but i ate lunch with brian and chatted with him before heading for parkway..my favourite place in singapore !!!!!!!!
Then..the unexpected happened..i met priya, sasi and a vjc mathan..kinda surprised to see them there but it was cool..so i played one round with the vjc ppl..and obviously i lost coz apparently i suck...priya is sooooooooooooooo much better than me now...she hit in 6 balls all by herself whereas i did nth but screw up the game for her...honestly speaking..she IS better than me. ( priya..if u are reading this..dun disagree coz its true. ) I have my reasons for sucking in pool..personal reasons... OK anyway..priya said she might not be able to join in the celebrations on wed..so that kinda sucked..but her parents are pissed..so i shouldnt force anything..just see how things go...When the vjc ppl left..i played with tjc ppl..it was great catching up with anan and zj..playing pool with them was super fun too..haha..gonna play more on wed..
After pool..i rushed down to geylang serai cc to meet up with my 4A friends..and brian was there too..haha..Mavis, kevin and ben were there..and i really really missed playing badminton with them..i miss those times when we just played badminton and not caring about exams and stuff..but now the group is reduced to less than half its original number..but it was still great hanging out with them..However..our badminton skills became rusty..hahahaha
Brian went home..but i didnt !! haha ok wateva..Followed Mavis kevin and ben to marina square to catch a movie...Charlie and the chocolate crap !!!! It is a crap movie..i laughed at the movie coz it was lame..not funny...and johnny depp is sooo freaking gay..and his minions in the factory were like dancing and singing throughout the whole movie !! It was more like a horror movie than a comedy..should be rated NC 16 coz the midgets kinda freaked me out...like some mutated version of teletubbies...but overall..the movie was quite ok..effects were good...
Maybe gonna join them to see teresa off..she is going to Trinity college on the 13 aug..gonna miss her..haha even though i dun talk to her much..but it was cool getting to know her.
2 more days to wed..yay..urgh..
Wow..this is a super long entry..let me end it off with a conversation between a teacher and a student..However..the teacher was just listening to the student..kinda like a counselling session.
At that time, you taught me...
If you keep on practising with your rivals, you will definitely become a great student...
And for that, hard work is necessary...
It made me so happy...
At the academy, none of my friends or teachers told me that i could succeed...
I felt so relieved...
For someone like me, who didnt know what to do, the way was opened for me...
Just work hard...
Only by putting forth effort can one beat a genius...
That's was on my mind all the time...
You told me that i could be a genius too if i worked hard...
At that time, you taught me the idea of believing in your own strength was valuable...
But this time...
Even if i try my best...
Even if i believe in myself...
It doesnt make any difference !!!
Sir...plz tell me...
Plz tell me, someday, will i become like you ?
Why am i the only one to suffer like this !!!
I used to think...
I'm gonna prove it... even if it kills me...
I want to protect my precious desires and dreams...
Because its my own way of being a student...
InD!gO plunged into darkness 11:42 PM
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
Weekends are boring..
Yawn..now i am just blogging to try and get rid of my boredom, but unfortunately i dun have anything to blog...Mathan is in malaysia..Brian and andreas wouldnt wanna come out to play pool..Priya's parents are fuming..Cannot contact Anan..Jingyang and Sunita have plans..Nallu and Deepan are busy mugging at home..Kenneth wouldnt wanna come out either..Dun wanna ask zijian and linhao..hahaha..Zamir and Zakir are celebrating their bdae in Ukraine !! Dehong is trying to get some sleep..and now i am stuck in my home in the west doing hw !!!
This is sooo crap..Reading newspapers is such a bore..but i have to read them coz i failed freaking GP... what's so nice about the papers...murder..natural disasters..other crimes..boring assholes talking about their lives..rich buggers showing off their wealth..POLITICS !! ARGH they are all so not in-te-re-st-in-g..
What the hell am i going to do tmr..no idea..my badminton khakis are like dead..told me we are gonna play badminton but plans are not confirmed as usual..most probably it will be cancelled or sth.. crap..crapppppppppp i am too bored..
I am SO not going to sch on the 16th of August..A couple of days ago..it was my classmate's bdae..and he was stripped in front of girls and guys in the computer lab !! OMG..and the worst part was that the guys pulled out his boxers and the girls were like staring..one of the girls was recording him too !! OMG i am not going to AC..
That's it..blogging doesnt help..urgh..
InD!gO plunged into darkness 12:36 PM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
I am so proud of myself for surviving yesterday .. hahahaha yesterday was a hell day..literally..coz my day lasted from 7.30 - 7.00..luckily i stay so near AC..
Yesterday's Events ... Chem prac for the first 2 periods..but it was a rather slack practical..so i guess it was quite ok..after a break..econs test !! Double period !! But it was a piece of cake..haha guess i am quite good at market structure..but i still suck in theory and production..crap..gonna buck up on that..ok back to yesterday's events..after econs test was a slack chinese period..chinese lessons are always slack periods..then the whole grp of guys including me were sitting behind the class cracking lame jokes ..hahaha..After chinese..maths timed assignment ! Thank god its not counted.. coz Ms Pang gave us the wrong question !! I was like spending so much time on the last question..and i found out that the equation cancels out !! After the whole lesson..Ms Pang admitted that she made a freaking mistake !! and everyone was like booing her and making fun of her..hahaha so fun..i LOVE maths periods with Ms Pang..the one and only wide-eyed cartoonic teacher in AC...haha she rawkZ. After that...its chem lecture ..and the lecturer was going so damn fast..i can keep up with the pace ..but the rest cant..haha.
Lunch finally came..By then..more than half of my class are half dead..after lunch..there was a GP compre and double period econs..Sch is over..but not for me at least.. i still needed to go for malay classes..and there was an outdoor orientation for sarawak ppl...yawn..urgh..
PW still sucks..
Going back to TK on monday ! Hanging out with my badminton khakis too..yay ! And treating my friends at parkway delifrance..too bad the twins are not around..otherwise can treat ppl to marche..haha yeah sureeeeeee... as if we are that rich..but wed is gonna be a blast..and there will be a few surprise guests..hahaha..gonna be anti linhao week next week..everyone get ready ur brass knuckles and chains...and assault him as much as possible on 10 aug..its a mean thing to do..but this is a once in a year thing...muahaha
Now i have loads more friends than before in AC..thanks to me having 4 ccas and OCIP sarawak..haha so its cool now...AND i just realised..that I dun have to pass GP to get promoted to JC 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so freaking happy when my GP teacher told me that..but i am not gonna slack off..gonna buck up...yeah
CyaZ ppl..till next time.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 1:10 PM
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