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Name: Danver
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
Badminton is fun..but too much of it paralyses my left arm..currently..my arm is in pain..excruciating pain...muscles aching..numb feeling at my shoulder blade...argh..luckily i dun write with my right hand..It is a miracle that i am able to type...
Physically i am battered...but that's not all..I am emotionally and psychologically hurt too...PW is the main root of my misery and sufferings..I need ppl to help me complete 25 surveys...find an EoM article and hand in the first draft..all by next tues !!! I still need to research on incineration..and figure out how the hell i am going about the interview with some rubbish guy...MOE u suck !!! I hate u for inflicting soooooooooooooo much pain and stress on my life !!! As if taking A lvl subjects and juggling CCA and CIP at the same time issnt bad enough...bloody hell...
Not only PW..next week i have 2 tests !!!!! ARGH it sucks...i need to do hw..study for tests..DO SO MUCH CRAP FOR PW !!!! And now i need to do my GP resource file............................However...i will not give in !!! No matter how freaking hard the going is...i am gonna strive on...i am not gonna give up..i will not become some lame weak loser who succumbs to high lvls of stress..I believe in my ability to press on..this is just the top of the iceburg for A lvl curriculum...October is the feastive month of the year 2005...think about it..A lvl students including me have a few events occurring in that month...PW oral presentation...Chinese GCE AO lvl exam...PROMOS !!!! So fun..November i will be away for OCIP sarawak...Before Promos..Written Report MUST be completed...cool huh..so many events...what the hell am i saying...bloody hell i am going to take all these down one by one...i just hope i wont break down during preparations...
Yay..Bdae coming soon..Gonna treat my friends to a meal..but i just have no idea where..gonna discuss with them this sat..At least i have sth to look forward to..Eh wait...not just sth..loads of events coming up..( this time they are real fun ones ) National Day..Bdae..Mathan's bdae, Teachers' Day and other events that cant be said due to privacy issues...haha..And this sat we are gonna have fun !!! I am going back to the east man to play pool !!!! Watch out parkway..Danver is going to make an appearance...
Ow..My arm hurts..gonna stop here..my poor arm..sniff....CyaZ
InD!gO plunged into darkness 9:33 PM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
One thing to declare..my life is hectic..busy schedules..mountains of hw..tons of tests and exams..arrgghhh..ppl reading this might thing i am going insane..but surprisingly i am loving every single moment of my hectic life..until PW crops up and spoils my mood..
Ok lets list the number of things happening and going to happen in my 2 years of JC...I have 4 freaking CCAs !!!!!!!!! OMG can u guys believe it...Currently in recreational tennis and badminton...chess team..and the last and least expected CCA>>>ICS !! Ok ICS is not confirmed yet..i will just have to see how things go..Mathan is the treasurer in ICS !! Haha congrats to him..and he is like trying to recruit me into ICS..pondering over this issue..and wondering if the other members would accept me..I will just wait and see.. I failed tennis trials !!! Damn..AC has high standards unlike MJC...oh well..now CCA doesnt count..so being in recreational is just fine..i get to have fun, evercise, make new friends and have less stress...haha..Badminton is cool too..just finished playing 3 hours of it !! I really have to train up my body...ex TK ppl in my batch will be shocked to see the drastic change in danver when we meet up on teachers' day..haha i guarantee it... Chess has offered me a place in the team for competitions..so its great...i just hope i dun break down just coz of my CCAs...
CCAs aside... Term Exams sucked...not gonna reveal my grades coz they sucked..expected a hell lot more than my current grades..damn..gonna work harder for promos... I am in Econs remedial..argh..but the new teacher is great..unlike the previous one who was bullied everyday in class...SOOO many tests and exams coming...really have to mug harder...
PW SUCKS as always..my project is going along fine i guess..but the teacher keeps pushing the class for Eoms and WR and OP and research development...ARGH !!! I dun care how much i hate it..i am going to freaking strive on and prove my bloody PW teacher wrong..and the worst thing is that i am the PW rep..even though i was reluctant in the first place...crap... Talking about projects... OCIP Sarawak is going along fine too..but i need to make a presentation tmr !! Damn..but i am making loads of cool friends..so its kinda cool..looking forward to the trip in november...haha..
I am going to take 2 or 3 S papers...Bio and math preferably..maybe chem if i am ok with it and i can handle the stress next year..Gonna take SATs too..just in case i decide to migrate to the US or sth...
I dun wan October to come !!! 3 major events in the month of Oct..Promos !! GCE AO Chinese !! Oral Presentation for PW !!! ARGGGHHHH.. I will take them down one by one..nth is gonna stop me from achieving my goals...muahahaha...but still..its freaking stressful...#^&*&(%$%^*^$#^#%&*%*^&^^%&^*$%))#!@%#...
Good luck to all readers .. Reality is harsh..life is hard..it depends on u to make a difference...Peace out..
InD!gO plunged into darkness 11:10 PM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
Ok today was a fantastic day..its been a long while since i last hang out with my friends from the Gambling Den!!! Woke up damn early in the morning...and reached brian's house at 8 which was like so freaking far from my house in the west....argh hating the west...i wasnt thinking right when i chose the house...all i have is convenience and facilities...ok anyway back to today's events...met up with jingyang at the bus stop and went to the street soccer court. Andreas, Brian, Jingyang and me were like walking on the pavement...kinda quoting from russell peters...but we were screaming 'we are chinese and we are gay !!!' Hey cant help it...all of us were feeling exhilarated and hyper...met Mathan, Deepan, Nallu, Zijian and Anan and a few girls our age playing soccer on the other side of the court...played a few rounds of street soccer with all of them...and i gave Nallu his present...and after the street soccer experience...Nallu was cornered by us...and we dragged him to the pole of the goalpost and poled him...hahahaha yes we defathered him...hopefully...and when he was interviewed...he claims that it was a wonderful experience and he thanked us for it...weird..Linhao joined in after the soccer. And the worst thing was that the whole series of events was filmed...beware Nallu..we can blackmail u...so better not provoke us...or somebody's gotta get a hurt real bad....muahahaha..
Then...we headed for pizza hut where Nallu treated us !!! Pizza...pitchers of drinks...all were provided free from Nallu !!! Total bill was a painful 86 bucks for Nallu...but we paid 2 bucks each to lighten his load...we took half an hour to decide what to eat...expected from the gemini form of Nallu...indecisive and fickle minded...but the food was absolutely scrumptious...its been a long time since i last ate pizza...haha and with my friends too...we kinda wrecked havoc in the pizza outlet...hahaha...and coincidentally...we met the NCC arrogant asses from TK outside the pizza hut...almost started a gangfight with them...ah we were scared they will make a scene when they lose to us...furthermore we had linhao as a secret weapon...hahaha!!!
After that...3 hours of pool! I won 4 games and lost 2 games...the last game was PATHETIC !!! i had a free cue ball and the last ball standing was the black ball...then nallu suggested i use the spider thingy coz i couldnt reach it...and i used it...and i ACCIDENTALLY poked the ball a bit....and i gave the opponent a free ball !!!!!!!!!!! SUCK ITS NOT FAIR....blame it on my carelessness and lack of skill....starting to hate pool...coz i suck in it...and linhao is making drastic improvements !!! He scored the winning shot in one round...got 3 shots in a row like thrice ???!!! That guy really shocks me...After pool, we played cards and chatted in macs...slack at macs...haha..and went home after that...long but great day....
But playing pool reminds me of how priya used to sae that she is feeling fustrated coz it seemed that she wasnt performing her best in pool games...but honestly speaking...she has made great improvements...just that she doesnt see it...it wasnt bcoz of us...we were mere teachers and guides...she was determined to be better in pool...that's y she has improved greatly...maybe a little more practice and a LOT more self confidence are needed to sharpen her skills...
Ok anyway...special thanks to mathan for sending me special episodes of jeopardy...really brighten up my days in the west. That's it...blogs over...y the heck am i still typing...lame comments by danver...plz do not read on...just feeling bored at 11.35pm on the 2nd of july...feeling bored and happy coz nallu was brutally maimed by members of the gambling den...it was a historic event...in front of those girls too...it definitely goes in the achives of GD...niteZ
InD!gO plunged into darkness 11:40 PM
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