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Name: Danver
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
HeyZ ppl ! It has been a busy week and now i am trying to cramp everything that happened during this week into this blog...urgh..and i am doing this in the middle of the night just for remembrance sake...
OK anyway...ACJC is a super super super FUN JC !!! It RawkZ to the maX ! At first i thought it was really bad when i was posted to AC coz it was sooo freaking far away from paya lebar...However, the orientation games were very original and enjoyable ! Made quite a number of friends too in my OG...oh btw...OG is not called OG in AC...apparently it is called phileo...but it sounds really cool...There were 3 houses...Jarnier, Casyreth and Aurellis...i was posted to Casyreth...At first, my phileo was not enthu at all...only a few ppl were enthu...but on the second day, everyone started to get to know each other and made friends...so it was kinda cool...We played games that were health hazards !!! We had to drag our bodies in mud...struggle in detergent and muddy water...sit on dyed starch solutions...get dizzy...play DOGDEBALL...bomb each other with dirty water...wear sweaty T-shirts that have been worn by most of the students in the orientation...omg at the end of the day i was worse than a pig...but the games were really fun...even though some ppl were knocked out due to freak accidents and heatstroke...hehe...Also met Mathan Brian and Linhao during the orientation....Best part is that my cavalon which is Casyreth...WON the orientation !!! Wooohoooo great start to AC lifestyle....
Few things i dun like about AC though...Firstly...why cant non-christians not attend chapel services and religious emphasis weeks and devotion periods...no offence to christians out there...but on the bright side i can get to learn a whole lot more about christianity...so its still kinda cool...Secondly...loads of rules i have to follow...otherwise it will result in accumulation of demerit points and result in expulsion...cannot play TAITEE !!!! So sad...well at least i can join intellectual games club to play cards...hehe...so not so bad either...plus the rules will instill discipline so i can mature into a much better person...
LOVE the facilities in AC !!! The gym is more than 4 times bigger than meridian's gym...gonna start working out there soon...There are 4 tennis courts !!! twice the number in meridian !! And the school compound is so damn big that i cant even finish exploring the whole sch in 2 days...Vending machines everywhere...food is quite ok...we have 2 halls !!! 2 swimming pools and a JACUZZI !!! There is even a room for billiards....cool huh...Furthermore...AC is so rich that they can afford to have empty land sitting in their compounds rotting and waiting for something to be built on them...Gonna check out the hostel coz i may stay in the same room as mathan ( Coz i want to have friends' company...not coz i am gay...so readers dun get the wrong idea...u guys think too much..)
Ok enough about AC...Today was a very fun day for me...really pity priya coz she couldnt join us...but dun worry lah..definitely got more chances in the future to meet up. Supposedly...Sunday is the actual day to see anthony off at the airport...but his freaking flight is at 9.30 in the morning !!! So i decided to see him off today and hang out with him for the last time. Met him at his house with i chun...we played tennis and table tennis and we made a lot of lucky shots that were unexpected...Then i chun headed home and i went up to his house for a while to see his grandpa from china for the first time. Then we headed for Singapore Post and we ordered RAMEN ! First time i get to try it and it was great ! Totally delicious...feel like eating some now...haha....and we were rushing with our ramen coz we were kinda late for our movie. We were supposed to meet Mathan Nallu Deepan Zijian Brian and Andreas at PS to watch Eye 10 at 2.20...and we were still eating at 2 in paya lebar....We rushed...and rushed...and brushed off irritating phone calls...and we arrived on time miraculously....Brian and Andreas didnt turn up coz they went to LIDO !! Now they have to pay for their tickets coz Zijian booked them...so sad...haha...Eye 10 was kinda scary...but most of the parts were funny....and mathan was like laughing throughout the movie...sat next to deepan and anthony...After that...we made our way to Parkway Classic Pool to play pool !!! ( The place sounds familiar ???) Anthony had his first lesson....and zafir and linhao joined us...didnt know what happened to me today...probably fatigue overwhelmed me...coz i lost most of the games that we played....haha...Then Mathan Deepan and Nallu went home...and i ate ramen again with anthony, linhao and zijian and Ajisen Ramen....The tax and gst was 6 bucks !!! so expensive...but last meal with anthony lah...so heck with it...then i gave him a tennis ball...with our signatures signed with highlighter....no time to get him a real gift....sorry about that...hope the tennis ball is good enough....haha
Yeah..finally !!! Finished this freaking blog...now i am just talking nonsense...chatting with anthony online...Hard days are coming but i am gonna strive on and work hard to see myself through hard times....New rivals arose...so gonna work hard coz i am not gonna lose to them...haha..Bye for now.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 12:00 AM
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Friday, March 18, 2005
To all readers out there...plz do not read this blog unless u really have nothing to do...coz this blog is full of boring content and u will degrade urself if u are reading this in a cheerful mood...
I wouldnt even bother addressing the readers...coz i am simply too bored and depressed....argh...today was a suuuper boring day compared to yesterday's....wished yesterday could have relived itself but it didnt in the end....i woke up at around 12? coz brian called me to ask whether i wanted to play LAN...omg...i was so bored that i had to play LAN for 3 freaking hours...and i wasted 6.50 !!! Ok not to sae it was totally wasted but i didnt want to play LAN...blame it on me lah....anti social since the day i was born then didnt make more friends....
Well...at least i had a long chat with jingyang while the others were still wasting their time and money playing warcraft.....seems that jingyang is doing great in AJC....so jealous of him...at least he had a fun time in there...my life was hell in MJC...luckily i had friends...
Thinking about the posting results day....coming real soon...i am very sure that the happy ending wouldnt happen coz reality is harsh....currently praying for a sudden twist of fate...AND i just realised that i ran out of stuff to talk about....so sorry about this abrupt ending to this blog...dun blame me lah...i am writing this out of boredom...i can write loads more of boring stuff for u all to read....just that i dun wanna see u cry coz u read the boring content i typed....see how considerate i am ??? U guys better appreciate this freaking kind gesture...when all of u are having fun...danver is just sitting in a room rotting and typing lame stuff like this....Wateva...bye ppl.....
InD!gO plunged into darkness 9:30 PM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
HeyZ ppl !!! Yeah today was a great day ! Early in the morning i dragged myself out of my bed....and collected deepan's cake from banglawan solo ( like what mathan said..) it was a chocolate gateau...then i made my way to priya's house...and i had to climb stairs over and over again coz i didnt know where her house was...even after calling and asking...yeah i know i am slow and stupid so no need to comment so much...
Finally...found where her house was...it is a great house...full of warmth and a sense of belonging upon entering...When priya served me a drink...i thought i was a guest...but i was wrong...i was made to cut vegetables !!! Poor me...i had to slog my guts out to cut the vegetable i was going to eat later on for lunch...pins and needles and all...haha but it was rather enjoyable...Then Mathan came with a huge present for Deepan...which was a bag i think..Then Avni Nallu Karthik Deepan and Anan came...and all of us sat down for a great lunch...kangkong never tasted so good...haha.. After eating...Ju-On !!! Priya if u are reading this now...whatever u do...just dun look behind u...blue boys and pendulums may start appearing.........haha jkjk. Didnt really understand Ju-On...either its because i didnt watch the first part...or i was just plain stupid...people usually go for the second choice but what the heck....The fun part was scaring priya e morning...i dragged myself out of my bed and i collected deepan's cake from banglawan solo (haha like and shutting nallu up when he gave his long winded story...haha
After watching the movie...we played taiwanese sth...some card game....and bluff...then we played karem !!! One of the games which i suck the most in...haha yeah its true...but priya's mum was a pro in karem !! Much better than the self proclaimed district champion Anan...haha..But in the end Anan won...and Nallu was soooo pathetic !!! Coz he lost all his pieces....even his partner Deepan gave up on him and joined Anan...haha
We made our way to bedok poolhouse...we took turns to team up and play pool...everyone else as usual was improving faster than me...and of coz i screwed up the most again...so sad....but it was fun..Then we headed for Macdonalds and chowed down on fastfood...chatted a bit too...talking about JC stuff and friends....then i went home....
Yup today was an enjoyable day...wish i can get to experience this kind of days more often.....oh well...pray i can get to.....haha...Ok now its 12 midnight.....btw...to readers out there...plz dun stay up till 12.30....coz u may see things u may not wanna see......which is eye bags lah !!! what u all thinking....watched too many horror flicks issit....haha feeling sleepy now...byeZ!!
InD!gO plunged into darkness 12:00 AM
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE [Helena]
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
[Chorus]What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
[ Warning...Dont read this unless u have a lot of free time...coz this blog is suuuuper long coz i havent been typing recently...Sorry to all readers ]
HeyZ ppl...currently in a terribly depressed state...Totally disappointed about my O lvl results...and feeling sad about the fact i am going to leave my friends from mjc...
Hating the MOE too....firstly, giving me such crappy L1R5 even though i know that i didnt work hard enough....but still....argh...Secondly, ruining TK reputation by screwing up the marking of TK english paper...maybe MOE collaborated with cambridge to fail 48 TK students coz they feel like failing students....( Readers i know this is not true but i am just finding a pathetic reason to hate MOE so just read on....) Thirdly, JAE applications are FREAKING BLOODY HELL SO HARD to get in !!!!!! I was like panicking that i couldnt enter a JC just coz the stupid MOE changed the JC admission system !!! Fourthly, the MOE made it seem that A2 is a pathetic score to get for a subject coz it add more points to L1R5 !! I am freaking pissed about this fact....argh...
Ok enough about the O lvls...Another one of my friends has left Singapore for Seattle...Suhendra departed on 6th March which was a Sunday...I went to Anthony's house after going for the US university exhibition at Paramount Hotel to watch Prince of Tennis....then we met Suhendra downstairs with a maxi taxi...Jefferson and Swee keng were there too...and we took a taxi to Changi Airport Terminal 1...We hanged out at Burger King and ate there...then loads of friends came to see suhendra off....I gave him a tennis ball with my and Anthony's signature....haha just like what i gave for the twins...We took group photographs of 4A and we bode farwell to him...Tears were shed and misery was felt...esp his sister....I took the MRT home with suhendra's sis and anthony...
Come to think of it....in the near future...i am going to feel the pain of being separated from another 2 of my best friends.....They are Anthony and Ryan....but the funny thing is that they are going to the exact same place UNSW !!! Haha....but sad to leave them though...need to stock up on tennis balls....haha...
Going to miss all my meridian friends too...i went out with a group of my meridian friends yesterday...They are Mathan, Priya, Avni, Kenneth, Anan, Karthik, Brian, Nallu and Deepan..
First, we went to watch Boogeyman which utterly SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS compared to Shutter !!! OMG it was like a total ripoff !! Wasted 7.50- on some pathetic 'horror' movie...then after that we went to play pool...Obviously i was the one who screwed up the most....muahahaha !!! Screwing up in pool is my forte...but at least i had fun with my friends...We made our way to Nallu's house to play taitee and chat....and his mom made a spectacular dinner...dunno the names of some of the dishes but they were great ! Loved the apple pie and mutton curry...then my dad brought priya kenneth and me home...it was a fun day.....
Now u readers know how depressed i am....yeah i know ...harsh reality is such....grrrrr...oh well...just have to be brave about it and brace up....continue with life....Now hoping for a happy ending where everyone can end up in temasek JC....Sayonara and Rawk on !
InD!gO plunged into darkness 6:35 PM
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