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The world, the flesh, the devil
The isolated one
Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
Loves
Solitude
Jazz and rock
Tennis
Chess
Billards
Black
Hates
White
Backstabbers
Hypocrites
Immature brats
Wishlist
People to enjoy happiness
A new computer
Attain a higher maturity level
Discipline
A fitter body
Thursday, April 13, 2006
My sex hormones really suck. I have been fighting against them to try and control my feelings and my actions. There are supposed to be part of my body..my ally..and yet they are acting like some pathogen ready to infect my body and cause me harm. Infatuations are really irritating. Its really embarrassing seeing myself falling head over heels for some girl just coz she is hot or cute or really friendly with me for a moment. It would take ages for this kind of crush to subside..but even after subsiding there is always a possibility for a relapse.
I really want to treat girls with respect and dignity. This may sound kinda dumb but thats what i really wanna do. As in all this while girls have been insulting guys and generalising the fact that guys are scum, dumb, immature and have no idea what a woman really wants. You cant blame the girls..i mean afterall how many guys have they met who matches what their ideal guy would be like..furthermore most of the guys they hang around with only think about sex and they act really immature. I would like to grow up into a man instead of being trapped in this immature world..if only my hormones would let me.
Honestly speaking, ever since i have entered the JC lifestyle..i really have to admit that i have become a more matured guy. ( Readers dont laugh..haha ) I dont laugh as much as i did during TK days ( except with mathan eric and xueming ). I dont do stupid things..i dont run away from my problems..i dont freak out as much..i have definitely learnt to not to think so highly of myself..My weaknesses are still around though..esp my super huge ego..ah well
Got Band 1 for PW! Thanked Ms lai for all her advice and pushing and her attitude towards me ( Coz i was the PW rep ). Really appreciate the help from my PW members and teachers and everyone else who helped me.
Good friday tmr. Plus sunita's bdae. Must remember to wish her. Cant believe i am gonna spend the long weekend at home doing hw..sucks.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 7:45 AM
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