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The isolated one
Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
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Tennis
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Immature brats
Wishlist
People to enjoy happiness
A new computer
Attain a higher maturity level
Discipline
A fitter body
Monday, July 07, 2008
Its been more of a lack of self control to stop my weekly clubbing basis for the past few months. It really seems more like an addiction rather than just going for the experience. I do still wanna experience the various clubs i havent been to but it really is too much clubbing at once. It has become a form of escapism for me. Temporary satisfactions are just drifting illusions swaying me from the realistic realm. Coupled with the effects of absinth (ok not all the time coz its 70% shit and my throat burns literally when i drink a shot of that) Jack daniels and vodka, I feel like i am put under sedation. I feel really relaxed and carefree and overly confident. Ok why not I list the pros and cons of clubbing.
Pros - I get overly confident when i club. In other words i am slowly building up my long lost confidence and restoring my hurt pride. - I feel carefree, void of negative emotions and just have fun with strangers and friends. - In terms of music and socialite exposure, loads. - I pay more attention to the way i present myself. More on the flamboyant image. - Dancing has always been my interest. Clubs provide the dancefloor, the DJ, the music, the company and most importantly, the training. - Making new friends. Friends who are willing to experiment and experience youth culture.
Cons - Excessively loud music. Bad for eardrums. - Flashing lights. Bad for eyesight. - Alcohol. Bad for liver and brain. I realise i react to things slower and i am more stupid. Maybe its army. Maybe its both. - Smoking shisha. Tendency to do that when the group goes to do it. Bad for lungs. - I feel emotional and physically horrible after clubbing. Cycle just repeats. Bad for the soul. - Spending a lot. Bad for wallet.
Hm seems rather equal on both sides of the coin. In other words, moderation is the solution. :D I will make sure i will not drink hard liquor unnecessary too even under peer pressure. YUP I SHALL MODERATE! DETOXIFY!
I felt really happy when matthias introduced me to gotham with yeong zhiming and philip last month. It was a really good experience because even though i didnt drink much and i didnt get high...i still grooved to the R&B music which was totally awesome btw and managed to flirt with a girl successfully..i really didnt expect myself to have such balls...haha but regardless everyone witnessed it for themselves and i am proud of myself :D Too bad i didnt get her number...the place was too wild and crowded. Ah well.
I wanna play tennis damn it! I need to find tennis players in singapore!!!!
My guitar is progressing well. More enthusiastic in training for it. ORD is coming. Means i have less time to train before uni starts. Must train even harder. My physical training too.
Suhendra is back in singapore. Hanging out with him and the 4a ppl is really cool. The movie wanted is cool but like an imitation of matrix. Cool regardless with awesome action involved. I didnt know indoor stadium had a brewerkz. Good introduction by lyndon.
Gintama is lame funny. Never fails to cheer me up though. Nice theme songs too. Elizabeth is disgusting. Haha.
I wanna plan a japan trip. Plus a eurotrip. Plus a US seattle trip to visit auntie dorothy. Must start planning now so i can look forward to the end of army :D Till then, cya.
