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Name: Danver
Age: 19
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Friday, August 25, 2006
Prelims are almost over! Yes i can taste freedom! The exhilarating feeling i get when i finished my bio paper was indescribable...it was more of an emotional roller coaster ride coz i was pondering over whether peaunt is a dicotyledonous seed or not...then i decided to ask Mr. Joogal Kishor and he said it is!! Yes i answered the germination question correctly coz it asked for a freaking named example..hahaha and surprisingly econs paper was fantastic! I was satisfied with my answer for the first time and i could finish my DRQ and case study on time! Uber cool. Today was a good day...plus all the tough times are officially over..just left with bio and chem mcq next week..yup. Prelims you are going down soon! Muahahahahaha ok i think i am going hysterical..someone save me..i cant control this ecstatic feeling! Ahhhhh..insanity...
Bleaurgh
Ok cell group after bio with my class was yet another nice experience. I love cell group sessions with the class coz we get to share our problems..interact..express our feelings and share meaningful experiences with one another..Class bonding...though i am the only non christian there..the group consisted of michelle tovya eunice rachel jaime edwin and myself. Edwin called me from the classroom when he could see me..and i was like rummaging through my bag searching for my phone..and i thought he was eric when i picked it up...and i even looked up at the tree when edwin told me he was up on the tree..that was like super stupid and everyone laughed but at least it livened up the atmosphere..hahaha..everyone was relieved that tough exams are finally over...seems that some are kinda disappointed with themselves and i wish i could do sth for them yet i feel so helpless...
I do wanna practise unconditional love..not doing something for another person just to expect sth in return..i wanna mature and get out of that hope belief system..i dun wanna do things just to gain acceptance or to seek attention..i wanna do good without any strings attached..yet it is hard to accept that coz firstly i am a Leo. Leos have big egos and love attention..secondly..my human nature is such that i always wish the other party would do sth nice in return...thats y i am desperately trying to grow out of that and sacrifice my own happiness for the sake of others...sounds tough..yeah it is..no one said it was easy.
Anyway back to cell group session. Worship was cool in the sense that everyone was so solemnly praying and praising God that i admire such unity and their strong relationship with God. Their faith and hope in Him is commendable..sth i will never be able to achieve coz i wanna achieve self reliance..or at least working towards achieving it. Its hard talking to someone else about my problems..so i bottle them up..and i told the rest about this habit of mine..slowly but surely i am opening up..but its tough..yet again no one said it was easy.
Life IS a bed of roses. It is full of beautiful enchanting flowers yet among those lovely things lie sharp pricking thorns. Equilibrium is a state of balance...yet the whole world is constantly shifting in order to attain equilibrium..sounds so philosophical..Danver's theories..hahahaha
I want everyone else to be happy..doesnt matter whether i am happy or not..as long as the rest are.
I am blogging so much coz prelims are more or less over and i have nth better to do...next week is kinda busy? Surprisingly. Bio and chem mcq. Econs lessons after teachers day celebrations which i am trying to opt for a reschedule...gosh my econs teacher...hahaha plus going back to TK hopefully..I REALLY WANT TO GO BACK!!! NO ECONS LESSONS PLZ!!! I WANT A MAKE UP SESSION SOME OTHER TIME!!!! PLZ !!!! Class outing next wed. Birthday treat on 6th sept..hope everything can be smooth sailing!!!!!!
InD!gO plunged into darkness 9:34 AM
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