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The world, the flesh, the devil
The isolated one
Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
NE dialogue was boring. Some public speaker from Ministry of Foreign affairs came over to talk to us. Cant believe ppl actually paid attention and were kinda enthusiastic when it comes to Question and Answer session...
Man i completely lost to him. I know its torture to keep on comparing myself with others..it really undermines the purpose of my existence...i will just continue to look down on myself and never find the faith that i really need to regain my self confidence. Praying to God wont work for me coz when i pray to Buddha, i will never expect anything in return..be it luck or blessings..sure it would be good to have them but i will never pray just for the sake of getting those. If Buddha decides to give them to me..then good for me. However, back to what happened today, it was kinda saddening to realise that it was utter defeat for me. Obviously clicking with him was much easier. Ah well it was never meant to be anyway. Not like i stood a chance in the first place. Trying my best to psycho myself to give up but i cant bear to..how weak and pathetic.
Chess was exciting. Training was intensive. Had gym training again today. Decided that everyday i am going to either go to gym or exercise. Wanna achieve a better body for myself and become a better man. Sounds stupid? But thats one of my goals.
Oh i suddenly remembered. Most of my classmates totally disregard Mdm Clare Teo's presence today. During chem lesson, ppl were answering phone calls and laughing and chatting without respecting the teacher at all. I found it rude but i just didnt have the courage to yell at the class for their outrageous behaviour...and i call myself a Leo...and the teacher completely gave up on us. I understand how she must feel everytime its time to teach 2SD5. Sure we are nice ppl but most of us simply cant differentiate the time for fun and the time to get serious. Honestly thats the difference between 2SD4 and 2SD5. If by chance this paragraph is viewed by my classmates..whatever they can get angry for all i care. I have been tolerating their noise lvl and inconsiderate actions for the past how many months..and not like they like me that much or anything..so i have nth to lose. Most of my classmates are totally insensitive to the teacher's feelings. And what did we do today? Point fingers and push the blame to michelle for calling ppl during chem lesson even though it wasnt entirely her fault. Can tell that the class kinda dislike michelle..but it just wasnt fair for her. Not only that..when the teacher stormed out of the classroom..we wanted to end the whole thing by saying a simple sorry and hope everything would be back to normal. Plz this is typical primary school behaviour? We are like JC students using a primary school tactic to get things back to normal? Hello. reality check..grow up la..no point saying sorry and reverting back to ur noisy selfs and hysterical laughters that can wake the dead. We ought to respect teachers more..who do we think we are.
I dare to say all that in my blog but not in real life...how loserfied...
On to more math hw and revision and blah blah blah. Bleaurgh. Wonder what will happen tmr. Would mdm still be angry? Would the class be remorseful or just try to end it with a simple sorry? Who knows...wateva.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 5:58 AM
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