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The isolated one
Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
Loves
Solitude
Jazz and rock
Tennis
Chess
Billards
Black
Hates
White
Backstabbers
Hypocrites
Immature brats
Wishlist
People to enjoy happiness
A new computer
Attain a higher maturity level
Discipline
A fitter body
Friday, April 14, 2006
Good friday isnt that good afterall but at least i can catch a breather. Today is sunita's bdae and i wished her via sms..and she was glad that i remembered her birthday..of coz i remember..she is one of my good friends in TK..
Mathan and i had a serious talk on msn.. and i realised that there has been a major misunderstanding between us. It seemed that the reason he avoided and drifted away from me coz he felt a strong negative aura around me and felt that he should give me some space. All this while i thought i had pissed him off in some way and he has developed negative feelings towards me and decided to steer away from me..haha but at least the air between us is cleared and everything is back to normal. Cant blame mathan..indeed i had loads of negative feelings concentrated within me during the beginning of this year. Coz of a certain incident with someone..but that thing has been cleared up long ago..
And we debated about self reliance. I was pro and he was against. Actually i feel self reliance is quite impossible bcoz u tend to rely on ur friends once in a while. But i am trying to achieve self reliance bcoz i wanna prove to everyone else that i am worthy of sth. I wanna be acknowledged that i can be independent and strong. I dun wanna be the weakling i once was in TK. I have changed and i wanna improve my entire being continuously. Negative emotions do serve as a drive and motivates me to get things done. They can be good if they can be controlled. But if controls the person..the result would be zijian. So i would say i am on the verge of becoming a zj replica..which i never wanna be..even though i am going towards that direction..i can assure my friends i would never be like him. I am totally different from him.
What motivates Danver.
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- Fast jamming music
- Hatred
- Agony
- The desire to be acknowledged by everyone
- The desire to become a much better person
- Friends
- Coffee
- Memories
Overwhelming motivation coupled with determination and perseverance will make me a better person. Whatever problems that surface...whatever fears i face...bring it ON.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 9:08 AM
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