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The isolated one
Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
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People to enjoy happiness
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Attain a higher maturity level
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
Deep down within the depths of my heart lies a hidden confession that i have been wanting to tell ya for ages. However, this gutless pathetic soul that i possess restricts my way of expression..mangles my true feelings and distorts my decisions. Hesitations are common. MY voice is laden with melancholy and despair. I am hopeless after all. Even starting such a simple conversation with her is so nerve-wrecking..
Y am i supressing my true feelings? What cowardice. I am such a failure as a Leo. The facades i put on everyday..the feelings i try to hide from her..she seems so near yet so far..will i live to regret if i have kept my feelings as a secret? Perhaps...but what can i do...i am nothing but a coward. I envy others.
Guess i cant impress her after all.. My math was screwed..Chances of getting an A are rather slim. Sorry...i hope u can find a better tutor than me if you ever need one.. I dont stand a chance..i am unfit to do so anyway.
Today was the last day of the exams. No big deal coz more major events are coming up. Stress is building up. Gonna accelerate my training schedule. I need to have a mind as clear as a polished mirror. I need to regain my calm and posture. I need to stand up against my fears instead of cowering in the darkness. I need to have the discipline to pull through hard times. Most importantly, i must be more mature about the situation...
On a lighter note, today was fun. Hung out with Eric, Mathan, Ryan and Edwin instead of hanging out with my class. U can say its like a betrayal to my class but heck. I cant possibly force them to be my best friends if we dont click..and neither can they force themselves. Ate at JEC with them..Watched V for Vendetta too..finally a good movie that i actually liked. Expected of the wachowski brothers. Played pool but it didnt go that well for me..determined to improve. Went to brian's house to watch anime. Really enjoyed myself despite the math screw up...ah well.
Sorry once again.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 5:32 AM
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