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The isolated one
Name: Danver
Age: 19
Starsign: Leo
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
[More of my thoughts]
Warning..this is gonna be another depressing entry...
I always knew u were alone...at first when i realized that there was someone like me, i felt so relieved..i mean everyone tells me i have friends and i shouldnt feel alone..that is true..but i still feel lonely..and i have no idea y...I was happy and i really wanted to talk to u much sooner..but being the antisocial person i am..i didnt have the courage to approach u..i didnt say anything..
You could do everything..and u were so popular with everyone else..since u and i are so different..i was embarrassed and decided to think of u as my rival instead of my friend..i didnt want to lose to u...ppl around me have been talking to me so much about u..and i felt even more embarrassed than ever before...i was stubborn..and i didnt tell u the truth..i really want to surpass u..u were kinda like my inspiration..and i will always remember the day..when u acknowledged me..when u were the one who initiated our friendship..and i was so happy and will always cherish our friendship..
To me u have become my best friend..but there were times when i couldnt even tell whether u were feeling the same way..maybe i was the only one who thought..that u..that u are my friend..if thats the case..i am so stupid..but it couldnt be helped..
I dunno..my real feelings..to continue to cherish this friendship or to disregard it..i really cant make up my mind..its futile to think so much about it..but it really hurts..especially when i hang out with u..not knowing whether u are friend or foe..
Let fate decide..
NiteZ.
InD!gO plunged into darkness 12:06 PM
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